Squeezies Blog

the week that was

2008-02-17T20:59:00.003Z

Gosh this week feel like it has been an emotinal rollercoaster. It started with my Nana having major heart surgery on Monday morning. Praise God that less than week later she is doing amazingly well. Various other stuff has gone on through out the week.

I am not doing so well with this whole lent thing! I think I will start again next week. I figure God is all about Grace and second chances!

Investigated joining the gym but have decided that it is too many pennies and I need to find cheaper exercise options!

I must get fit and loose weight, so many weddings, so little time!!

migraines 2008

2008-02-08T21:45:00.000Z

Today and Monday I was off work having woken very early both mornings with a migraine. Not fun I have to say. Today I thought I was feeling better, went for a walk around the block and when I came back had to go back to bed for an hour! It's rubbish, I can feel all the tension in my neck so am trying to chill out. This is made harder by lots of stuff going on!
Boy am I glad it's the weekend and that Pete is home after a week away at college! Missed him lots this time, despite being quite used to him going away these days!

my new friends!

2008-02-02T15:36:00.000Z

Sadly Pete has left me for a week of college in Derbyshire from today.
Thankfully though, I have discovered on our BT box The Hills season 2 for free! Hooray! So now I am hanging out with Lauren & Heidi!!!
Also hanging out with my secret crush Jason Donavan and his autobigraphy!
I think Pete needs to head back soon!!!

wedding stationary

2008-01-31T12:41:00.000Z

Have spent the last few days being a bit crafty! It's been a while but I had fun. I was making some prototype wedding invitations for my Brother and his fiance. They may not like them, but I have definately enjoyed myself.
Have also tried to crochet but as of yet am a bit rubbish! Am thinking I must try harder, however it is in my nature to give up if I can't do things really well, straight away!! Hense still not really playing/practising my guitar, despite it's beautiful pinkness!

Am really looking forward to my day off tomorrow! Hooray!

walking through the bible

2008-01-29T13:07:00.000Z

Last night we took our youth group through a whistle stop tour of the Old Testament, with a little help from the Lego Bible and Issy (Former Theology student!).
It was great, going through the timeline and discussing where we think people's relationship with God was at varying points in the journey. It was a really great time of learning for all of us, young and not so old!
Taking a moment to remember God's promises to his people was helpful, especially as thus far January has lived up to the impending sense of doom I felt about it on New Years Eve.

As the big man said to Josh, "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."
Words I am holding onto this year.

NEW YEAR/NEW TEMPLATE

2008-01-28T16:07:00.000Z

I am going to try and keep the old blog up to date from now on!
I confess that I have become Facebook obsessed, but I am not sure how healthy it is.
So onwards and upwards into a year of possibilities!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

2007-12-21T16:06:00.000Z

My final hours in the office before the Christmas break have not been a chilled out as I had anticipated, but never mind!! As soon as I walk out the door tonight, I am going to try and forget all about it!! Heading straight to the Osteopath, which is a great way to start the relaxing Christmas hols!
Then tonight we will have our annual Ham in coca cola!! Christmas is finally upon us! Hooray!!!

AND NOW THE END IS NEAR - well of 2007!!!!

2007-11-08T19:42:00.000Z

Goodness gracious me, time has flown by and here we are 46 days to Christmas.
Life seems to be so hectic at the moment. I don't think I have ever been this tired.
There are lots of lovely things coming up though to look forward too!
Lots of weddings, including my lovely brothers on this very day in years time!!! V exciting.

The first exciting thing leading up to Christmas is the Spirit of Christmas Fair at Olympia on Saturday! Managed to get free tickets! (a v sweet friend!!)

Jingle bells, jingle bells.......................

TEETH!

2007-07-25T09:11:00.000Z

Well, I have just returned from the dentist and I survived. I amdrugged up but not so much that I don't know what I am doing!! They couldn't finish my root canal, as the canal's were so enflamed, so it is dressed and I have to go back for more!! Next week it's fillings and then back to finish the root canal!!

But I am OK!!!!!!! More drugs next time!!

THE OLD IVORIES!

2007-07-21T19:47:00.000Z

Well, I finally came out! I have had excruciating tooth ache for far too long, but due to a huge phobia of the dentist, I have kept it a secret, hoping and praying (Literally!) that it would go away!
I went to the dentist on Thursday, very scary! He was very nice to me, but funnily enough there is a lot of work that needs to be done! I suppose it would if you haven't been to the dentist for 10 years!!!! I have an abcess!! OUCH!!!

So next Wednsday I am going back for root canal, the beginning of a few visits i believe, although I have been given sedation drugs to help me with my fear! So we'll see how thas goes!!!
All prayers welcome, as it is preying on my mind alot!

SUMMER MADNESS

2007-07-15T18:31:00.000Z

We have had our first week off this summer with friends. We spent the week in Devon in the rain! It was fun! Although I ended up with 2 migraines!

We have been home for 1 week and I ended up with another migraine yesterday lunchtime!! Quite a stressful week and am hoping it will get better next week!!

Have been enjoying some zobie time with the West Wing!

I am dreaming of a new camera!!!

TIME HEALS!

2007-06-05T17:26:00.000Z

Well today I went to the Teddington Walk in Clinic (which was quite nice actually!). They couldn't do more xrays, but the nurse poked and prodded my arm (hard!) and seemed to think it was bad soft tissue damage too!! So very painful, but this time I was given some advise as to what to do! She also said that it will take weeks to heal!! Whoopee!!!

OUCH!

2007-06-04T21:31:00.000Z

I went to hospital yesterday! Whoops! Silly me, I was on a round about in a children's playground with friends (and a child!). I wasn't holding on and the boys started spinning us really fast! Moments before I went flying off the round about I shouted "Stop, I'm going to fall off!!" At which point I fell off quite badly! Because I was so dizzy, I tried to stand up and fell over again, at which points the pain in my arm was immense! I went and sat down and went very faint and sick. When that passed my arm felt V dodgy and so I went to Ealing hospital to get it checked out! They don't think it's broken, just soft tissue damage, but it is painful and I can't drive can't really move and I have some pretty impressive bruises. Not sure how long it takes to get better!??? Soon I hope as I feel pretty helpless!!
The week is ever busy, so onwards and upwards!!

LOOK WHOS BACK

2007-05-22T17:54:00.000Z

Well the excuse for the length of time since my last post is two fold. I was finishing my CPP course, (big piece of work, left to last minute!) and I have become obsessed with Facebook!! (I feel a bit disloyal to blogger).

So the course is now over and I await my final grade. I pretty much know I have passed, unless I have done something terribly wronf with my last piece of work as I got distinction for all 4 of my assignments!! I know shocker really - who would have thought it?

I had a great weekend as my Dad go tickets to the Rugby at Twickenham and Wasps won. We also had tickets for the official picnic, so for a few hours after the match we were celebrating with the team. Was great fun - only would have been better if pete could have come too but sadly he had to work!!

HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE HOLIDAY IS OVER

2007-04-15T20:55:00.000Z

In a few hours, our holiday will be over! Boo Hoo!
Funnily enough I have been quite happy not going to work for the last week, but I guess that's life. So tomorrow it's back to the grind stone and college!
Thank goodness it's only a few weeks and college will be over! Also very scary as I have tonnes to do before then!!!

TWENTYEIGHT PLUS NINE

2007-04-11T08:27:00.000Z

Today is a day of celebration in the Levie household! We have been married 9 years and it's my birthday! Hooray! Also Pete bet me that I had over 45 bags. I didn't think I had that many!! I don't have quite 45!!!! So that means Pete has to buy me a new one!!!!

BACK TO THE BIG SMOKE!

2007-04-09T18:55:00.000Z

It has been fab to be away for a few days in Exeter with Mark and Becky, and as you can see we were right in the countryside and we went to the seaside. And it was spectacular, but as always it's good to be back in the city where we belong!!

HOLIDAY

2007-04-05T17:08:00.000Z

Hooray! It's holiday time. Finally made it to Easter. Life has been so hectic but good! We are off tomorrow to Exeter to see my lovely Brother and the lovely Becky! then we are back in order to just chill out and spend time at home and we will be celebrating our wedding anniversary and my birthday!

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE - Enjoy the long weekend!

I WANNA SEE THE SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN

2007-03-29T09:58:00.000Z

Where is the time going? Very soon I will be 28 and will have been married for 9 years. My course will soon be over and my life will be a bit more flexible (I hope!).

Since I last blogged, Pete has been away twice - once at the matrix conference and once at BU Council and I am coping with staying by myself! Would never have done it 2 years ago!

I've managed to take in some Rugby at Wasps, lots of studying, practising my cooking skills, took my Mum to Hampton Court Palace for Mothers day, and negotiated a change to my working hours! As of next week, I will be working 8:30am - 4:30pm Hooray!! I might even get to see my husband at some point!

The good news is that we are on holiday the week after Easter. Spending Easter weekend with my lovely Brother and his Lovely fiance and then we have nothing planned!! Just chill out time together. I can't wait!

MAKE TRAID FAIR

2007-03-03T20:55:00.000Z

Sadly Pete was working today, seems to be a lot at the moment :-(
After baking some heart shaped scones, I met up with my Mum and headed to a fair trade fashion show in a local church run by some kids at a local high school. It was great! My mum bought me a fabulous necklace as a pressie for getting a distinction in my second assignment at college!! That's two in a row! I hope I can keep it up!!

Now I'm tucking into my fairly traded chocolate brownies!! Fabulous!!
HAPPY FAIR TRADE FORTNIGHT!

AS TIME GOES BY..............

2007-02-25T21:52:00.000Z

Oh my goodness, where has the time gone??

It seems like currently my life is made up of work and college with moments of fun in between!

Pete and I went to the Tate Modern for our valentines Saturday! It was so lovely and once again it reminded me how much I love London! We were both scaredy cats and didn't go down the crazy slides! (plus there was a huge queue!).

My parents are still looking for a property to live in and it is all a bit stressful! But we are all hoping and praying that they find the perfect place soon!

My Brother and his lovely girlfriend got stuck in New York, due to a smokey plane!! The Good news was that when they were in the big apple, they got engaged!! Hooray!

My next assignment is due in on Wednesday so as you can see would much rather be wasting time on blog and even had a massive clear out of the flat yesterday! Oh well back to it!!!

END OF AN ERA!

2007-01-28T17:03:00.000Z

Today was my parents last Sunday at Haven Green Baptist Church after 25 years! Real end of an era! Good to see lots of people and lots of laughs were had! It was a good day! Here are my parents on their posh and becks style thrones!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2007-01-02T19:27:00.000Z

Well here we are in 2007! Back to work today which wasn't as bad as I thought it woud be, but would prefer to be a home all day!

Oh well, lets see what 2007 throws at us! First few months look hectic!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!

2006-12-25T23:54:00.000Z

Hope everyone has had a great day and Santa has been good to them?

Despite another migraine on Saturday, I took it easy on Christmas eve and have enjoyed a nice day today with my whole family in my childhood home. This is significant as later in 2007 my parents will be moving from the house they have lived in for the last 25 years!! Times are achanging!

Looking forward to a lazy week!!

"HAPPY CHRISTMAS to all and to all a good night!"

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE, EVE, EVE, EVE, EVE!!!!!!!!

2006-12-19T23:56:00.000Z

Just watched the movie "It's a Wonderful Life" for the first time ever! Great movie, really enjoyed it!
Am defintely feeling more and more christmassy! Horrah!

Genious???

2006-12-15T12:14:00.000Z

Well I am as shocked as everyone else! I got my grade back on my first assignment and it appears I got distinction!!!
I don't think I have ever got that good a grade in aything I've ever done!
Trouble is, that I have now set my own standards a bit too high!!!
Oh well, roll on 2007!!

PAIN IN THE NECK

2006-12-12T22:00:00.000Z

On Monday morning I awoke in absolute agony in my neck and shoulders. It was the kind of pain that makes you feel faint or really sick. I managed to stand up and go into the livingroom. Pete woke up and I explained. I went back to bed, but was still in excruciating pain. I could not move my neck at all. I felt like I needed to get myself up and going. It took a while and obviously Pete had to drive me but I got to work at about 9:45am. Fortunately for me the organisations Physiotherapist was in so my colleague Rob go me a last minute appointment. It was great and in fact he said much the same as my osteopath. Need to relax and the muscles in my shoulder and neck are weak!! He advised me to have early nights!!

I am now feeling much better. Still in a little bit of pain, but can move, drive etc. Thank goodness as this week is very busy!
This afternoon I went with my team ice skating at Hampton Court. It was lovely!!! I was feeling very well and decided I would skate despite my neck!!

ACHING HEAD PART 6!!

2006-11-27T20:59:00.000Z

Annoyingly today I had a second migraine at work. I sat it out as long as I could and then I came home about 12ish. I didn't know whether to be upset or annoyed! Booked an appointment with the osteopath for tomorrow at 5pm and am hoping she ill be able to work some more of her magic. It is just so debilitating and frustrating, especially when I have so much to do at the moment.
Am praying I don't get another one, especially as I want to be well for the weekend and my Christmas shopping and time off.

ACHING HEAD PART 5!

2006-11-26T15:10:00.000Z

Friday at about 11:30am Migraine struck once more!! I tried to sit it out at work with a 40 minute lie down in the medical room. Once my eyes were no longer flashing, I felt able to drive home apart from feeling nauseous!!
Once hone I slept all afternoon. When I got up at about 6ish I felt woos but my headache was not as bad as it usually is. I felt a bit whacked since but am hoping this is not going to be a repeat of the summer! I know I've been over doing it and have managed to let college work get on top of me and try and do everything!!! Definitely in need of a break next weekend now!!!

30 DAYS ...................

2006-11-24T09:46:00.000Z

I can't believe two weeks have flown by without a post, almost as much as I can't believe it's only 30 days till Christmas!!!!

Pete and I went to see Deacon Blue in Birmingham Symphony Hall which was brilliant! Pete really enjoyed himself and I felt incredibly young for a change! I knew way more songs than I thought I would though! Whilst in Brum, we stayed with the Wickers who are finally in their new house which is lovely!!

On the Friday I had a study day in order to get my assignment finished by the following Monday! This took up most of the weekend, apart from a brief interlude - Youthwork The Conference - Eastbourne! It was OK, but my brain was pretty full up already to be honest.

On the Sunday afternoon, I did a word count on my assignment and found I had 3,707 words, when in fact my limit was only 2,000! From then on, the main emphasis of my work was hard core editing!!!!!!

Finally just in time for college, I finished everything including references and bibliography.
We'll see how it goes!
My project proposal came back and I have the go ahead to carry it out and the external marker didn't even give me any comments!!!

Tonight I will finally find out what happens to Harry Potter!! A few weeks back we started watching number 3 with some friends, when we got about half way theough the film and the DVD stopped working!! The fate of Harry and his friends has been preying on my mind and so I am relieved that finally tonight I get to discover the truth!!

Another busy weekend coming up but next weekend we head away to Gloucester to catch up with the Vollands which I am very mush looking forward to!

SUMMER HOLIDAY

2006-11-10T10:20:00.000Z

I have been rather busy since I last posted, hence no post!
I handed in my project proposal! It's due back next week, so we will see if I can go ahead with the project or have to make ammendments!
HGBC held a worship day led by Martin Layzell. It was a good time. Afterwards Pete cooked up a delicious stew for dinner on a cold wintery night.

Last night I took my Mum to see Cliff Richard at Wembley Arena! It was brilliant, if a little cheesy at times!! My Mum loved it and I have to confess it was quite enjoyable. I wish I could be as energetic as him now let alone when I am his age! There was no support band and he basically led the whole show from 7:30pm - 10:30pm with a mini break in the middle.

Tomorrow see's the start of my Christmassyness. Annual attendance at a Christmas fair and then home to make decs and things! Great!

Looking forward to next Thursday when I am taking Pete to Birmingham to see Deacon Blue!

So much to do and so little time to do it in!!

READING WEEK!!

2006-10-27T07:44:00.000Z

I'm sure that normal college students see reading week as time off!! I however have been studying hard!! Mostly because my first assignment has to be handed in on Monday 30/10/06!!
Yesterday however Pete and I had annual leave again!! This time it was because we were celebrating 11 years of being together!! We ended up doing nothing but watching movies all day as we were both a little unwell with colds. Last night we put our glad rags on and went to Kew Grill - Anthony Worral Thompson's restaurant. It was brill! Lots of steak and yummy mash!
I still feel full!! Lovely!
Today I am still not at work!! This is because I am on a study day!! I have lots to do!!! Might even go to the library!
Better go and make start!

CRAZY BUSY!!!!

2006-10-27T07:28:00.000Z

Pete got back from his studying trip and not a moment too soon! ON the Thursday he was away I had a bit of a funny turn! I was out with my lovely friend Claire when I basically thought I was going to faint. It was not a very pleasant experience! I am fine now and think I was just doing far too much!
Upon Pete's return, he had to work all weekend! Saturday was great though, we went to The Gathering, a multicultural event run by Pete's colleague. The worship was lively and included and sitar! Speakers included Les Isaac - The chap who set up Street Pastors and Mark Greene - LICC. It was a good day with lots to take in!
The following week was still busy, college was winding up for reading week.
We had a fab dinner with our friends Buddy and Alex in a really nice restaurant in Harrow, from which we could see the Wembley arch all lit up! Not quite the same as the towers, but looked pretty spectacular!
Last Friday was annual leave and we headed over to Kent to see the family! It was good to catch up with Pete's brothers family, even if Elliot (our youngest nephew) accused me of always having a new handbag! As we had originally booked to be away this weekend, we decided to not do too much! So Saturday we did not much all day and then went bowling with the lovely Ana and Paul in the evening. On Sunday we were naughty and didn't go to church! It was very nice! In the evening we did however go to Stanmore Baptist Church to a new service there. It was good to be somewhere different for a change.

2006-10-11T22:36:00.000Z

It has been a really crazy week!
Pete is away on his first study week, so I am home alone. Sadly I have hardly been at home alone!
Obviously I have been at college and then last night 5 girls from work came over for dinner. I did Swiss Raclette. It was delicious. I also made a fab chocolate mousse the recipe I got from my Mum. It was soooo easy!
We had a good time!
Pete should be back Friday! YEAH!!!!!

HOLIDAYS ARE COMING, HOLIDAYS ARE COMING

2006-10-03T17:13:00.000Z

Despite the family rule that states "Suzie is not allowed to start talking, thinking or doing things to do with Christmas before the 1st November"! Tonight I am having to lovely and creative young ladies round to make some decorations! I was at Rachels house on Friday and she is making some gorgeous decs for a Christmas fair coming up and I fell in love with them and so am going to attempt - with help to recreate them!!!
Quite excited really!

HOMEWORK - WORK - HOME

2006-10-01T17:12:00.000Z

I have just completed my first piece of homework for my course!! I'm thinking I've not done a great job, but you've got to start somewhere.
I am very tired, it seems like there is no stopping!
I have this Friday off, as Pete then heads off on Saturday for his week of study! Scary!

HI HO HI HO ITS OFF TO SCHOOL WE GO!

2006-09-20T20:46:00.000Z

Had my first evening at college this evening! Despite the disorganisation it went OK. Met some people! Was quite fun! I think it is going to be OK, although a lot of work in a short space of time.

Made it through that first session with everyone not knowing anyone!!

ONEHUNDREDANDTWENTYFIVE

2006-09-17T21:38:00.000Z

After some planning and organisation we have made it through the 125th Anniversay of Haven Green Baptist Church.
It has been a very busy weekend, but a great one. Catching up with lots of old friends from so many era's!
Saturday was excellent. My best friend from primary school was there with her 2 year old son Morgan! It was great to see Kirsty and catch up on life!

Hazel made a fabulous cake, which was cut by the oldest and newest members of the church! It was also delicious.

Then last night was a party at my parents, with around 66 people! Also a great night catching up with folk!

This morning was a great service, Matt Week's song was rousing, I just about managed to keep myself from crying throughout the whole thing, and as I was singing that was a wise decision!

We had Mel and Graham staying with us and Sarah & Lucy stayed at my Mum and Dad's, it was really great to see them all.

This evening was a lovely meal for all the current members.

I think all in all a good time was had!!!

BACK TO THE FUTURE

2006-09-08T23:01:00.000Z

This week has been quite busy, work is picking up fast, which I love and hate all at the same time! Part of me thrives on the not having time to think and just running from one task to another! It is tiring though. Plus my course is getting closer. First day is the 20th September, I am really nervous!

We have got our church 125th Anniversary next weekend which is crazy. There is lots happening and lots of old faces reappearing! Looking forward to seeing the Wickers and the Halls! I'm sure there will be lots of people to catch up with and lots to see and do.
Lots of old photo's hanging around, which are funny, sad and awful!! I can't believe we've been at HGBC for 25 years, so many other people seem to have come and gone in that time it's frightening to try and remember even half of them.

Hoping to be at a BBQ tomorrow - I am thinking it will probably be my last for this year!! (I did say before Christmas is drawing ever nearer!)

Last weekend we cleared and tidies Petes office. So far he is managing to keep it tidy! I just hope he doesn't leave his filing for another 2 years!!! :-)

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

2006-09-06T07:44:00.000Z

I can't believe that it is September already! I'm in need of a holiday!!
There is loads going on at the moment, work is getting busier, we are preparing for the 125th anniversary at church and generally seeing lots of people, banner making, card making.
I am trying to chill out and relax more, so lets hope that can continue!
I know it's scarey but it really will be Christmas before we know where we are! and I am really not ready! Having not made my own Christmas cards for the last few years, I was thinking maybe this year I could be ultra prepared and start thinking about them! We'll see, I'm always full of good intentions that rarely come to fruition.

2006-08-25T16:53:00.000Z

We're back from our holidays!! Had a wonderful, relaxing time! This is the little cottage where we stayed in a small village called Hawkechurch.
Thank goodness we have got the long weekend to ease ourselves back into life!

I WANNA SEE THE SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN!

2006-08-18T07:36:00.000Z

Typically, the rain has begun to fall just as we are about to head off on our hols!!
Half day at work and then off the Lyme Regis!
Really looking forward to some time away!

BIRTHDAY WISHES

2006-08-13T17:03:00.000Z

We have made it through the weekend. We had a great time. Friday I spend most of the day baking fairy cakes for Dad and Becky's birthday dinner on Saturday night.

Friday night we had a party for Dad's 60th and there were around 55 - 60 people crammed into my parents house! Some who I haven't seen for ages! The puddings went down well, however I only managed 1 plate of chocolate mousse towards the end of the evening!

Saturday was spent at the Middlesex Rugby 7's! It was a fun day, made even better by the fact that our Team WASPS won!!!

Saturday evening/night!, was spent at a very nice , extremely local restaurant. The food was amazing and the atmosphere fab, with a pianist playing virtually at the end of our table!

It looks as though Dad and Becky enjoyed their birthdays!

Fortunately everyone made it to join us for the weekend, despite the travel problems. The Scottish people jumped in the car and my Brother managed to get a much earlier flight!

COUNT DOWN TO THE WEEKEND

2006-08-09T21:57:00.000Z

Work has got very busy this week, so I am keeping on my toes!
Had a great visit from my pal Sarah and little Lucy! We had fun!

Now we are preparing everything for my Dad's 60th birthday weekend!! Party on Friday night and lots of other festivities throughout the weekend!
Should be fun!

QUIET WATERS!

2006-08-04T22:31:00.000Z

It has been a relatively quiet week at work. Home life has remained fairly crazy! Looking forward to a chilled weekend, before my Pa's 60th next weekend.

The caffeine withdrawal seems to have lessened it's effects in the last week and I am starting to feel "normal" again, although there are those who would say that I wasn't normal to begin with!

Managed to catch up with an old chum, have a final supper with cell group, see my Mum and Dad and have dinner with friends.
I got my letter through from college and my course begins on the 20th September - 2 evenings a week! I am starting to feel really nervous! I hate the thought of walking into a room of people who I don't know, especially when you know inside everyone is judging you and each other!!

Looks like my good friend Mrs Wicker is coming down from Brum on Sunday with little Lucy for a couple of nights and I have managed to wangle a half day Monday so we can spend some time together! Should be fun!

IT'S MONDAY BUT FRIDAY'S COMING

2006-07-31T21:29:00.000Z

Back at work today after a great weekend off!
I had Friday off work and we went to The Motor Show which was really good fun, we had a great day out and caught up with our friends in the evening. I saw Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone - First time! I actually thought it was quite good!
Saturday we headed off to Canterbury for the night! We had a fun time just chilling out and enjoying the randomness of those around us! Despite our room in the hotel being the hottest room with windows that didn't open and not even a fan to cool us down, we had a laugh.
Popped in at Ealing jazz festival last night. It still draws a huge crowd.

COLD TURKEY update...........
It has now been two weeks since I have given up caffeine. It has been a long road and to be honest I am not sure I am there yet. I am still very tired and head aches are still coming although not as often. I am starting to feel a bit more "Normal"! Again.

I am back at the crainiosacral therapist tomorrow! Looking forward to it!

In other news, I now have my own laptop!!!! I was going to wait until after our holiday, but Pete saw a bargain today and got it!! It is very cool and in fact at this moment we are both sat in the living room n the Internet!! The reality is that I am starting my course in September and it looks like Pete will be studying too so computer demand is on the up!

ALTERNATIVE THERAPY

2006-07-26T13:25:00.000Z

Although I probably just need some good old fashion psychotherapy, I went yesterday and enjoyed the delights of Cariniosacral Osteopathy. It was brilliant and although today I feel a bit tender, I can feel that she has begun to sort me out. It is the most amazing thing as she bearly touches you and yet you feel your body responding. I am going back again next week for some more!!

Looking forward to the weekend and som quality time with the man! The Motor Show on Friday and then off to Canterbury for the night on Saturday, fab! Some chilling and eating I think!

COLD TURKEY

2006-07-23T19:46:00.000Z

I am not feeling any better, but I can't tell if it is migraine aftermath, this horrid cold my husband has kindly decided to share with me or the effects of going cold turkey from caffeine!
I have spent most of today just laying on the sofa. I watched two movies and a couple of crappie TV programmes. It is better to stay lying down as when I get up my head hurts! Although I have managed to download some tunes to cheer up my journey to work tomorrow.
Who could have known that drinking almost 4 litres of diet coke a day could be so hard to give up!!
5 days down in the caffeine withdrawal!

ACHING HEAD PART 4

2006-07-20T09:25:00.000Z

Yes, you've guessed it the migraine strikes again! I was at work yesterday morning before nine and started having a migraine! My boss sent me home in a cab as she thought I shouldn't drive.
Well, I couldn't see!! Went to my mum's, slept on her sofa and generaly layed around all day! Still have a headache, but hope I am getting there! Back to work today, I don't like to let it stop me. I have decided to cut out caffiene, chocolate and cheese for the time being! So watch out, if you see me coming! I may not be in a good mood!

ACHING HEAD PART 3

2006-07-14T09:19:00.000Z

Last night I had my third migraine in 2 weeks!! I am getting a bit fed up with it now and am not sure what to do about it! Plus I had decided last week to take today as a day off to just chill out do nice things and maybe some housework! I now feel a bit weak and wibbly and so looks like the day will be lost to nothingness!

BRIGHT & MORNING STAR

2006-07-02T22:53:00.000Z

Big CONGRATULATIONS to Andy & Jenny& Ella on the birth of little Lily this morning. A new daughter and little sister!!

PIMMS O'CLOCK

2006-07-02T22:33:00.000Z

So after church this morning, Ana came and picked me up and we met Pete at their house. We all put on our glad rags and headed off to Henley Regatta. Phyllis Court was our destination!

As you can see from the photo's we had loads of fun! Pints of Pimms. Champagne and afternoon tea in the ballroom!

For once I was extremely dressed up but did not feel overdressed at all with a hat thing on!

A big shout out to Stuart Barr who was Operations manager at Phyllis Court - doing a grand job and who got us in for the day!!

So the Yorkshireman, the Croat and the geezer from South London managed to behave themselves!

ACHING HEAD PART TWO

2006-07-01T21:10:00.000Z

I have spent the morning in bed once again with Migraine mark 2! I had a feeling it would be like this as the migraines I have been having since Christmas have been coming in two's!! Not very pleasant. I had got up early in order to get to Kingston to go to Zara to find a dress to wear to Henley tomorrow and it hit me. 8:30am I went straight back to bed and didn't emerge till lunchtime. At which point we both needed to get out of our very hot flat, so headed for Brent Cross. Plenty of seats for the sick one, in doors for the one with hayfever and aircon for the pair who live in the hottest flat in Ealing. Managed to find a dress and a hairband/hat contraption!! Will reveal tomorrow!

As you can see, I have managed to up load a photo. This one is from a recent away day with my team from work. A great day out in London!
I LOVE LONDON!

The boat trip yesterday was a giggle, basically we went one hour up the Thames and one hour back again!! The sun was shining and everyone was very chilled out.

Anyway, I'm off now to sort my outfit out and prepare myself for my big day out tomorrow mostly by getting some beauty sleep!

A LIFE ON THE OCEAN WAVE

2006-06-30T15:45:00.000Z

Well last night was not as loud as anticipated as the band kept tripping the electrics and cutting out every so often!! Good time though, great music!! The band line up included the chap who had played the sax solo on Careless Whisper!! Brilliant!

The sun is shining and we are all heading off to Teddington lock to board our boat for our mini cruise!!!! Should be a giggle!

Still stressing over outfit for Sunday!!! I think a trip to kingston tomorrow before the football is in order!

My Mummy & Daddy are on their way home! Horrah!!!!

ACHING HEAD

2006-06-29T16:01:00.000Z

Had a bit of a stressful week, culminating in a migraine last night. Still feeling the remnants of this, but nevertheless will be attending the Our Dad gig at the Rutland tonight!! Should be fun and loud! Tomorrow, its a work social - boat trip and on Sunday we're going to Henley Regatta!! V posh - suits, dresses and hats ahoy!!!!
More about that later!

AAAGGGGRRRRHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-01T09:24:00.000Z

Hello, I can not believe that it has been over a month since I last blogged. I have not managed to put and photo's up (YET!) I still haven't reached my weight watchers goal - Still 8lbs to loose!
Work is very busy at the moment, but good none the less as the days go by quickly.
May has been a very crazy month. Lots of stuff going on for my family in varying ways. When we went to Brighton for the BU Assembly, on the day of departure, my Dad rang to tell me he was taking my Mum to the hospital for an ECG as she had woken early in the morning with an irregular and very quick heart rate. By that evening and after many tests she was fine and we all went to Brighton - Pete had already gone, but I stayed behind to see what was happening.
They are saying that it is possibly just one of those thing, may happen again, may not. I think it really frightened my poor Mum and since then she has not been sleeping very well and is generally feeling a bit worried about it! (Understandably!)
Since then My Nana had a fall and broke her hip. She remains in hospital and following an operation she seems to be doing OK. My Mum has gone up to Scotland to be with her, but at this point, there seems to be no return date. My Dad is due to head up there in a couple of weeks! Who knows what will happen. There is other stuff too but it would take too long to go into!

We had a good bank holiday - celebrating Pete's birthday, by generally doing nothing!! Very enjoyable.

I have told our cell group now that as of August we will no longer be leading cell. As of September, I am going to be studying 2 evenings a week for my Certificate in Personnel practice. Should be good although very hard work especially as I didn't really do any work when I was at school!

We went to a ate Simmonds gig the other night - It was brill - Weeksie was playing the guitar - he is V talented!

So I think that brings things up to date for now!

FOOD FOR THOUGHT!

2006-04-27T07:50:00.000Z

Holiday was fantastic! We had a great time seeing lots of people and places! Took loads of photo's, shall try and post some up when I get round to it!
Back at work now and it is fairly busy, well actually very busy, but I am just about keeping on top of it for now!
Day off tomorrow! We are heading down to Brighton for the Baptist Union Assembly! Sounds yawn worthy, but actually is quite fun and we get to catch up with lots of people we haven't seen for ages!
Hopefully we will also see our friends Laura, Dave and Lila Traneer who live down in Brighton as well! Bank Holiday Monday too, Brilliant!

DOOP DOO BE DOO DOOP DOO DOO

2006-03-31T07:27:00.000Z

Well I never, I have managed to go over a month without blogging!! Life has been so hectic I don't really know what I've been up to!
My new car is truly fabulous! If you saw The Apprentice this week - the car supermarket they were in was where Pete found "Verity"!
We celebrated Pete's Mum & Dad's Ruby Wedding. With a family lunch which was fun.
Last weekend, Pete was VERY sick. It's only the second time in the 10 years we have been together that I have known him actually be sick!
This weekend, my brother and his lovely girlie are coming up from Exeter, so a late Mothers day dinner is the order of the weekend.
I have now lost 15 and half pounds at weight watchers!! Only 11 more pounds o go and I have reached my target!

Mostly, I am just counting down to our holiday!! I hope it is going to be as good as I am expecting! A few days with Nana at her flat in Edinburgh. Take Nana to the airport and send her down to London for Easter with my parents. a few days on our own! Ana & Paul come to Edinburgh to stay in a hotel for a couple of days - some meeting up possibly! Easter Saturday - all 4 of us jump in the car and head up to near St Andrews to meet up with Ollly & Tessa at Jesse and Marie's house for a very groovy Easter! Monday heading back down to London with a stop over in Durham in a cute hotel for the night!! and then the rest of the week off!!!

Then I am only back at work for 4 days, when I am off to the BU Assembly in Brighton!! Better save some pennies for some Lanes shopping!!!

As you can see I have high hopes for my hols, but really all I want is to chill out and get away from it all!

IF YOU LIKE A LOT OF CHOCOLATE ON YOUR BISCUIT JOIN OUR CLUB!

2006-02-21T12:49:00.000Z

Hurrah! Yesterday I went to WW and I had lost 3 1/2 lbs which totals my current weight loss at 8lbs!!! That's over half a stone.
Am still feeling hungry but at least I know it is working and worth it.

Looks like I am probably going to get a new car this week, as my current car Winnie needs a lot of work doing and it isn't really worth it. So Pete has investigated and I might be getting a Ford KA! Cool! Perhaps it won't shudder all the time, sound like I am about to take off and have a working radio for those long traffic jams? Nothing will ever be like Winnie!

Pete is working loads at the moment and it feels like we have hardly seen each other. Looking forward to the weekend and seeing the Wickers for some good times!

THANK CRUNCHIE IT'S FRIDAY!

2006-02-17T13:18:00.000Z

I am truly glad that it is Friday! I am quite tired and I know now that Pete should be around a bit more from this weekend after all his spells of working away. Life has been so hectic since we touched down into 2006 and I feel like I have hardly stopped for breath!

It's Spurgeon quote day here in our team! Jane has taken it upon herself to send us a quote from Spurgeon quote every hour today, to inspire us!!

I am back at Weight Watchers and so far have lost 4 1/2 lbs in two weeks which is pretty good although I am so hungry most of the time!! I really want chips, burgers, pizza and chocolate!

I have stayed a night in our flat on my own. Only the second time ever to do so. Usually I am staying at my Mum's! It was actually great to have a bit of space and time to myself, in between all the phonecalls I received!

Really looking forward to going to Brum next weekend to see the fabulous Wickers before they move house.

Even more I am looking forward to April when we go on holiday and visit the Duley's!

THERE IS A TIME FOR EVERYTHING - Ecclesiastes 3: 1 - 8

2006-01-22T22:51:00.000Z

It' has been an interesting weekend. One in which I have laughed and cried.
Friday night, I spent a great time with my friend Jen just chatting about stuff!
Saturday morning, Pete and I decided to have a cooked breakfast. We then drove to met my Mum in Shepherds Bush. Pete dropped us in Hammersmith to catch a tube up town to go the ballet at the Collesium. Hammersmith Station was closed!!! Mum and I felt stranded, but we got on a bus that took us all the way to Piccadilly Circus, which was fab and meant we could see the sights!! Made it just in time. Good ballet! Got the tube home. First time on a tube since the bombings - it was always something I tried to avoid anyway! Wasn't too bad! Spent a very chilled out evening with the lovely Weeks! Eating pasta, and listening to some good old vinyl!
Today was a great morning service at HGBC - Gill preached a storm!
This evening we went to St Pauls for the Baptism of Elaine which was a honour to be at! Saw lots of old faces that I knew and had chocolate too!!
Life seems soooooo busy at the mo, I hardly have time to sit down!!

IN AT THE DEEP END

2006-01-05T21:34:00.000Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Seems like the year has started very busy, but it's all good. So far I have stuck to my getting up early and preparing my lunch for the day. Tomorrow I am going to go swimming before work!! I will get fit this year and I will loose that 2 stone that seems to have crept up on me!!!

GOODBYE 2005 - HELLO 2006

2005-12-31T18:11:00.000Z

I really can not believe that 2005 is over already. Time just seems to have flown by and life seems to have ticked over fairly nicely with a few blips which we have managed to get through. Christmas has been a bit annoying really, I have been poorly through most of it. 2 migraines in 3 days, not much fun suddenly realising you can't see anything in the middle of the Bentalls centre in Kingston when people are going crazy for their bargains! I am starting to feel much better but have a very stiff neck, a bit rubbish really!

2006 - I am starting to realise I do not have any control of what it may bring, scarey and exciting though I am sure it will be. I am thankful that I can trust God for whatever happens and thank him that I have Pete to share 2006 with!

Have fun tonight everyone and I'll see you in 2006!

Sx

LET THEM EAT CAKE

2005-12-28T21:17:00.000Z

I hope everyone had a good Christmas! I have been a little bit poorly but am starting to feel better now!! Nothing that kept me from enjoying the festive season too much however. As it is my Mum's birthday on Christmas day I always try to make a cake every year, usually resulting in midnight baking that comes to nothing! This year I decided to make a star cookie tree, which almost went horribly wrong but I managed to redeem it and you can see the result. I have to say I am quite proud of it, bearing in mind I am a girl that can't cook! Today we visited Pete's Brother and Family and Sheryl Leveson taught me to bake a very easy cake and you never know, maybe 2006 will be my baking year!!!!

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE, EVE, EVE, EVE, EVE, EVE!

2005-12-19T19:43:00.000Z

Yes it really is nearly here!
Last night was Carols by Candlelight at church and once again I have made it through 2 solo's!! It was a great time and made me feel really christmassy!
We are just starting to be a bit more chilled at home, so that mean's I'll have to start tidying an sorting out before everyone descends on Christmas day! As usual we still haven't sent our cards! They are all sat on our dining table and have been for quite few weeks! If you never receive it - HAPPY CHRISTMAS!
However work is remaining VERY busy with interviews everyday except Friday!!!! Crazy.

The cleaning calls, so I had better go!

GOODBYE DEVONS MARIE CHARLOTTE ROSMARY PRIMROSE

2005-11-21T22:54:00.000Z

Well the weekend was one of mixed emotions and it ended with cheerio drinks for the lovely Jesse & Marie who head up to St Andrews (Yes Scotland) on thursday to start a new chapter. It was the sign of the end of an era. Sat with the old Ealing posse gave me a twinge of sadness that we will never all be together in the same way again and a thankfulness that we have all stayed so close to one another both in friendship and in location. I have some wonderful friends!
Now I am just getting soppey!

This has culminated in a Monday of stress and business! I am hoping that, that means the week is going to get easier, but I have my doubts!

Anyhow it's time for sleep!

Ta ra Jesse Jackson & Marie Charlotte Rosemary Primrose! I love you both tonnes and look forward to easter! Be safe and remember...................

"IT DOESN'T COST MUCH TO KEEP IN TOUCH"

THE FIRST NOEL!

2005-11-09T21:34:00.000Z

As of Saturday, I am officially going to start thinking about Christmas! I am going to a Christmas craft fair,meeting my friend who has been holding onto our annual Christmas magazine until Pete allowed me to have it and we are going to pop into our friends fair trade Christmas party!!!! Hoorraahh!!! Christmas is coming! Oh yeah, and I'm getting fat!! (I will focus and re start weight watchers next week!)

DON'T QUIT THE DAY JOB

2005-11-07T22:07:00.000Z

The news is that I have been offered the job! Even I was surprised. A bit less money as I don't have all the qualifications - with the idea to gain the qualifications.
And to celebrate we visited Ikea to get Pete a lovely new desk for his lovely new lap top.

Looking forward to a visit from my Big brother at the weekend!

REMEMBER REMEMBER

2005-11-06T22:57:00.000Z

Fireworks night was brill.
Today has been one of those days! It started with my new short haircut feeling a bit too short, followed by my hairdryer dying mid way through the drying process. None of my cell or friends were at church this morning, including my husband, and I had carried a load of bible study books for them all the way in vain. We sang "Morning has Broken"!!!
I went home to cook dinner for Pete's return (I'm a great wife) (Actually I never normally cook!) to find there was no food in the house. Upon Pete's return, I told him I needed to get a new hairdryer and some tights for my interview tomorrow. We decided to go to Asda, where we could also get some food for supper and then go somewhere for lunch on our way home. Asda was mental and they had no hairdryers - the rain was also pelting down! We decided then to go to Tesco where we managed to purchase all relevant goods!
We returned home at 3.40pm and ate lunch at about 4:15pm!
We headed to the Pub quiz early as my parents were having dinner there with a family friend Tim Costello - Head of World Vision Australia and a whole bunch of other stuff I think!
They then had to nip off to take him to the airport. Meanwhile no one else turned up at the quiz and so when my parents arrived back, we went back to theirs for a cup of tea and some shortbread!!

Being that my interview is tomorrow, I hope it is a slightly better day!

BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND

2005-11-04T19:35:00.000Z

Well it's been a while!!! I am still working at Tearfund. In fact I am having an Interview there on monday. Life seems very hectic at the moment and i am sooooo tired.
I am really looking forward to Christmas even though the house rules are that I am not allowed to talk about it until the middle of November Ihave managed to persuade Pete to let me!
I have made cute little star soaps that smell christmassy and I have got my cards out ready!
Blogging at home much easier now, as we have broadband etc and Pete now has a lap top, so I do not have to enter his crazy unoranised and frankly messy office in order to use the Internet!

Dinner calls!

DESTINATION ANYWHERE

2005-09-14T22:12:00.000Z

Great holiday was had by all in Devon! Lots of food and a bit of sunshine too!

Whilst away got a very helpful call offering me a temp job at Tearfund until the end of December! Started yesterday and already am feeling a little out of my depth although I am hoping that this is just my insecurity and a new environment! I'm sure I'll be fine! Beyond December who knows!

Life seems to have upped it's pace in the land of the Levies and there seems to be no let up until after Christmas! CRAZY! Anyway lots to look forward to! Just need to try and stay on top of the house work!

THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW

2005-09-03T09:32:00.000Z

Well we have finally made it to our first holiday destination! Exeter with my Brother and his lovely lady Becky! I have had a couple interviews and already had a NO from the council for one job, which was annoying as the interview went well, but there was an internal candidate!!! I shall say no more on that one.
Tearfund interview with for the temporary admin pool and have registered with an agency but no bites yet! I am hoping things will work out but I am not sure what's going to happen now! Anyway for now I think I will just enjoy the hols and make the most of some chill out time.

Lets hope the sun comes out today!

AND NOW THE END IS NEAR

2005-08-25T15:10:00.000Z

Thanks everyone for the very encouraging comments!
Today I have been for an interview with Ealing Council. I think it went quite well, but you never really know. I also had to do a test which was interesting. Took me back to very bad maths exams. Maths was not my strong point when I was 16 and it is not any better now!
Tomorrow is my last day at work and in many ways it is sad to leave as I have made some great friends, but I hope to keep in touch with people which is great! It has been a wierd experience as I never really knew why I was there, but I believe that God did put me here and it is right to move on! It would be good to know what else is in store but I am sure that is all in hand!
Drinks tomorrow night which should be a laugh and then Holidays!!!! First just a week mooching and interviews registering etc (Maybe I'll hear about the job from today's interview!) and then a weekend with my Big Bro and a week in sunny Devon (please Lord).

YOU CAN'T TURN BACK THE CLOCK. BUT YOU CAN WIND IT UP AGAIN.

2005-08-16T12:16:00.000Z

The count down begins! I officially finish work at my current employee on the 26th August. only 8 days to go!
Thus far I have no new job. I have one interview with Ealing Council next Thursday and I have just posted an application to Greenford High School. I have also applied to Tearfunds temporary admin pool and will be submitting my CV to a recruitment agent for temp or perm work!
I am starting to get a bit concerned, although I do know that God has it all in hand. As Tessa said to me the other day"He (God) is never late, but he's always on time".
I am really looking forward to our holiday at the beginning of September and it looks like I am going to have 2 weeks off although I would like to have some work on my return.

Have a great few days, on Saturday we went to Cambridge and spent time with lovely people Michael & Rachel, Hannah & Reuben. They are the only people I seem to cry with laughter with!
Last night we spent time with Jesse & Marie ( he is feeling better!) and they were giving me some very helpful careers advise!

YOU CAN RUN BUT YOU CAN'T HIDE

2005-07-27T16:27:00.000Z

We are here in Birmingham for the BWA Centinary Congress!
Thought I was getting away from all the bombs and manhunt but they seem to have been hiding up here.
Very funny seeing random people from all over the world walking around town wearing their badges and carrying groovey bags!(Pete & I have abandoned ours!)
Have established contact with the Wickers and look forward to catching up with them and not thinking about work until Monday!!!!

THE DIFFICULTIES OF LIFE ARE INTENDED TO MAKE US BETTER NOT BITTER

2005-07-14T10:45:00.000Z

Life seems very distracted at the moment. The bombings in London have left me with anxiety. Yesterday I was able to voice my fear to Pete, and not leave it eating away at me. Pete is at a meeting up town this morning and although I know he has to go and we all here in London have no choice but to continue life as "Normal", it doesn't stop me from feeling apprehensive.

At the same time I am back to square one with employment. After a family discussion (with Pete) we have an idea of where life may go, but in the mean time I probably have to get another admin job to see us through to where God may be leading. So far the panic of my imminent unemployment has not set in, but I am sure it soon will.

We are also searching for a holiday destination. The two possible cheap options are unavailable. POO. Looking for somewhere that can fit us and another couple and their 1 year old, that is cheap, somewhere nice and available around the second week of September. Boy do we need a holiday!

SMOOTH SEAS DO NOT MAKE SKILFUL SAILORS

2005-07-02T09:57:00.000Z

Today I am not at Live8, I am not in Edinburgh to Make Poverty History, I am work!! This is my third Saturday in row! I have decided that 6 day weeks are not good for you! However next Saturday will be the last I work for a while! (I hope).

The latest news on my life is that I have handed in my notice at work and given 2 months! As of 1st September I do not have a job! I am on the look out for something, but am taking my time as I am not sure what to do! Life here at work has become difficult for many reasons, the majority of the staff team feel uneasy and next week we have 3 new members of staff starting that we all found out about purely by chance! (Very random stuff)

So If you hear of anything that makes you think "Suzie could do that!" then let me know!

Was looking forward to a picnic tomorrow but weather looks a bit grim!

EVERYDAY COMES WITH IT'S OWN GIFTS. UNTIE THE RIBBONS

2005-06-23T11:08:00.000Z

Yesterday I received a letter from UCAS saying that I have not been accepted to study to be an Occupational Therapist! Surprisingly I am OK about it. Everyone else seems more disappointed than me! Of course I am disappointed, however at least I can say that I tried and I can't regret not trying.

What now? Well at the moment I am working all the hours as my part timer is off which means I am working 4 Saturdays in a row and lots of 8pm finishes! I am a little bit tired and the weather doesn't help. I am looking for another job or at least seeing what my options are. I am not sure estate agency is for me!

I am a little depressed as everyone is talking about their holiday plans and we don't have any! At the moment the closest I will get to a holiday is The Baptist World Alliance in Birmingham at the end of July for 3 days! Finding an available time and the money to have a holiday are proving a little difficult!

TO BE OR NOT TO BE THAT IS THE QUESTION!

2005-06-06T18:44:00.000Z

Well that is it, I have done it! My application for University is flying through cyber space as I sit here blogging! I feel excited, apprehensive, sick, scared, worried and free all at the same time!
I'll keep you posted as to what happens next! A big thank you to all those of you who have helped me, (Larry & Claire) with my personal statement and giving me a glowing reference. And to all my truly wonderful friends for being so encouraging when I mentioned doing this and all your on going support!! You all know who you are! xxxx

NATURE DOES NOT HURRY, YET EVERYTHING IS ACCOMPLISHED

2005-06-04T08:26:00.000Z

After setting myself the goal of having my UCAS form in by last Friday, this has still not been achieved! We were out every night last week! Monday back from Exeter. Tuesday out for a Greek meal with cell group. Wednesday we had Paul and Claire for dinner. Thursday lovely dinner with Buddy & Alex (& Gracie!). Yesterday was a day off as I am working right now for the day! And yet I still didn't get any work done on my form as we had to head to Kent at 11am via Bloomsbury to see the Leveson family for lunch and the day and then to watch Toby (9) in "Me and My Girl". It was a great day and Toby was brilliant! Great spending time with Isobel & Elliot. We arrived home at 12.15am and so am v tired and at work and thinking have tonnes to do!

A SMILE IS A POWERFUL WEAPON

2005-05-23T10:36:00.000Z

I am trying to apply to university through UCAS. Nobody told me that this would be the hardest part of trying to get into university. It's basically a whole other language. Plus it is so long since I was at school, trying to remember my education (which I have spent the last 8 years trying to forget) is very difficult. Am considering who may be able to help with this. I'm sure I know some high school teachers who would help! The UCAS web sire does hold a lot of info it's just wading through it to find what you actually want to know. You can apply on line which I am attempting to do but we shall see. My aim is to have submitted my application by the end of the week.

TODAY IS A GIFT. THATS WHY WE CALL IT THE PRESENT

2005-05-18T08:24:00.000Z

Never fear I have not been carried off by aliens never to be seen again, I am still here! However things have been a little difficult as the boss went through my internet history and found out I had been blogging and looking for other jobs!!!! (I think that warrants exclamation marks). He confronted me and I told him I wasn't earning enough. He has since told me not to leave offered me more money if I commit till Christmas, or tell him I will leave and they will start looking for someone else and I can stay until I find something. This added the pressure to what was already turmoil in my head. I don't enjoy making adult decisions. Since then, I have not told boss man my plans, left him waiting! I have decided to look into going to university to study to become a Occupational Therapist!! Might not get in and am not holding breath but watch this space!

Better go before I am discovered again! Secret blogging V scary!

CHANGE IS INEVITABLE EXCEPT FROM A VENDING MACHINE.

2005-05-05T08:26:00.000Z

As usual the Leveson household has been mega busy. Catching up with friends and relatives alike. My 83 year old Nana and her only slightly younger sister have jetted off to Switzerland for their hols both clutching their newly purchased mobile phones! (I hope I'm like that when I'm old).
Last night was a well deserved night at home in front of the television.
I am currently reading (This in itself is shocking), a book called "Why do I do this everyday?" Its a book for people who feel disaffected by their work and helps you to think through what you want to do, what environment you work best in and what your work values are etc. It encourages you to make up your own mind about things even if it is just to stay where you are but having a different outlook on your work place or if it is time to think about a new career.
At the moment I am not sure where I am with work etc. Realistically I would like to do not much at all, although perhaps if I was utilising all my gifts etc I would enjoy work more?
The book has definitely made me think, although not always great realising things about yourself. One thing I have realised is that I have a fear of not being good enough! I Have loads of ideas of what I would like to do even if it's just hobbies, but I don't even go and try it as I think that I will not be good enough so why bother trying?! Silly I know.
Anyway I'll see if any revelations come to me, other than knowing I need to get away from my current job.

I think I managed to write a whole blog entry with only 2 exclamation marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE BANK HOLIDAYS!

2005-04-29T08:20:00.000Z

The fabulous May bank holidays are beginning! What Joy fills my heart!
My lovely big brother was meant to be coming to London for the weekend but due to circumstances is not now which is quite sad, but also means we have some free time! (something that we don't always have a lot of!)
The weather is meant to be fantastic at the weekend, fingers crossed!!!!
Went to a fair trade party on Wednesday and sadly resisted the temptation to buy a lovely leather bag!! It was handbag heaven, my dream world. I had a few in my hands and just visualised Pete's face if I had come home with yet another handbag!
I'm glad in the bible it doesn't say if you have 2 handbags you should give one a way to your sister!!!(Joke!)
Anyway am looking forward to a weekend that doesn't involve rushing here, there and everywhere!!!

WEEKEND MADNESS!!!

2005-04-25T12:07:00.000Z

Excellent weekend!
Started with a lie in!!! Then a trip to the hairdressers (Always gives you a lift!). Then we headed on up to Birmingham at lunchtime to meet the lovely Sarah and Lucy Wicker in town for a mooch around the shops! Then Gary found us after he had finished work!
We all went home and had the best Indian takeaway!!
Saturday was spent in the ICC at the Baptist Union Assembly!! Not as Yawnworthy as expected!!! Lots of thought provoking things said and seen!
Saw Les Dennis crossing the bridge next to us!
Sunday morning we got up at 6.30am to get back to church for 9am to lead the worship and be apart of Miranda Reed's dedication! A great time was had and it was interesting seeing some old faces from the past!
Pub quiz as usual although with some new faces!! And the news that next week really be the last one due to closure for refurbishment!
I am now very tired and still trying to figure out what to do with life etc!! Although I am feeling a little happier than last week!!

Looking forward to another long weekend with the bank holiday coming up next week and time to catch up with my big bro!

BRING ON THE FOUR DAY WEEK!

2005-04-21T08:28:00.000Z

I am nearly at the end of my four day week and I can't wait until tomorrow when I can have a lie in! I am V tired even though we had a week off last week!

The purpose of our day off is to head back up to Birmingham for the Baptist Union Assembly day! Might be interesting, I have my voting cards at the ready! Reall, I'm looking forward to seeing my lovely friend Sarah again as I miss her lots and also the evening concert of the BU looks like it could be quite good!!

We are then getting up at the crack of dawn to head back to ealing for Miranda Reeds dedication and first birthday! This also is set to be a good time and lots of friends getting together many of whom are not christians!

Lets hope the sun has got his hat on!

Almost forgot, on Tuesday, I receieved a belated birthday pressie from Matt and Hazel currey of 2 balls of wool, some knitting needles and a lovely bag from India to keep it all in!! Am now obsessed with knitting! Jumped from 27 stiches to 33 last night!! However my lovely Mum was there to sort me out and get me back on track! Watch out Pete I'll be knitting you lovely tasteful jumpers soon!

BACK TO REALITY!!!!!

2005-04-19T10:32:00.000Z

I am now another year older (Although still nowhere near as old as my lovely husband!) . I have now been back at work for 2 days and it hasn't changed much in a week!! All the difficult cases I hoped would be dealt with in my absence weren't! Thank goodness I had a lovely efficient girl keeping on top of some of my basic paper work!
I am still thinking about where my life is going, what I should be doing! What is my role in life? I just don't seem to be getting anywhere with it all! I think I am still feeling a bit unsettled not knowing what might happen when my colleague returns from maternity leave!??
What is most depressing is the fact that everything always comes down to money!
I have scoured the various media's for jobs and there just doesn't seem to be anything around!
Maybe God's telling me to stay here, but then I wish he would give me a clearer idea and more of an enthusiasm for being here!
I always sound so depressed and really life ain't so bad! We have a nice flat (although far too expensive!), and we have great friends ( I received 16 text messages on my birthday!Thanks guys!), my family are wonderful, and I am married to an amazing man of God!
I think I will try and smile more today and think positively!
Here goes ;-)

HOLIDAY!, CELEBRATE!

2005-04-08T08:31:00.000Z

I am trying to focus my mind to ensure that all my work gets done before I head off on my hols tonight, but all I really want to do is go!

Looking forward to another evening with the delightful Wickers in Brum!

A table has been booked in Bar Roma, my favourite resteraunt in Edinburgh for Monday night for celebrating my 26th birthday and our 7th Wedding anniversary!!

And all I can say is bring on the CHOCOLATE SOUP! (A must for all visitors to Edinburgh! Never mind the Castle!)

UNSETTLED

2005-04-06T15:24:00.001Z

Can't wait for Friday, however it seems so far away, as I have soooo much work to do before then and lots of little things to remember!

The person I took over from in January (maternity cover) came in yesterday and is looking to come back to work part time in June! I am not sure where that leaves me however as we can not really afford for me to work part time, (nice as that would be!) and I don't really want to go back to the lettings side of things for various reasons! It's all a bit pie in the sky but it is always better to prempt things if you ask me!

I think I will take my holiday to think through my options, but as usual everything comes down to money! Was thinking the other week about possibly studying as didn't bother when I left school! (What I would study is a whole other question!)

BAD DAY IN THE OFFICE!

2005-04-04T09:56:00.000Z

Boss man is in a foul mood and threatening to sack someone as no one listens to him! Then maybe we might start!

Not the best atmosphere to be working in on a Monday morning!

GOOD TIME HAD BY ALL!

2005-04-04T08:26:00.000Z

We had a lovely weekend! Good to see those we love dearly! Also a big shout out to the very special Laura & Dave Traneer on the birth of baby Lila. Hope all goes well now that she is finally here! Also congrats to the Phillips Ladies, enjoy being aunties and Grandma! We love you all!

Great to spend Saturday with Lucy Wicker celebrating her first birthday! Twas fun!
I am now very tired and am counting down the days till Holiday!!!!
Friday Birmingham, Saturday Edinburgh and then home Thursday. Friday Guildford and then onto Farnham Castle for the weekend!

BRING IT ON! - I'm not sure I will want to return to work after that! However maybe it will give me some thinking time!

I have done Strengthsfinder.com and discovered my strengths!

DEVELOPER
WOO (Winning others over)
EMPATHY
RESPONSIBILITY
HARMONY

All of these describe me perfectly, but I had hoped for some new revelation that would help me decide which direction to go in my life!

We shall see - Seems like everyone at work is considering leaving but no one knows what else to do!

LONG WEEK

2005-04-01T10:19:00.000Z

How can a four day week be so long?
It has been really hectic week here at work and I have had to mop up some messes that I made which makes it worse!
The Easter weekend was great! Friday pete was still poorly so I took our friends kids to Kew on my own, but the 4 of us had a great time and really enjoyed ourselves, running around, climbing and then we went home and had McDonald's!
Saturday our friends came up from Rye and we just had a chill out few days!
On Monday we went to TGI's in Watford for Buddy's birthday and we got to see their 2 week old baby! Gracie is just cute! Even Pete gave her a cuddle (Normally unheard of where babies are concerned)
We then went to Enfield to have dinner with Neil & Amanda and on the way we stopped at Krispie Kreame (Lovely!) Our time with Neil & Amanda was great!

Then back to work!!!!! However there is hope in sight, we are going to Birmingham for Lucy's 1st Birthday tomorrow, spending time with the lovely Matt & Jo 2night and the pub quiz on Sunday. Then it is just one week until we head off to Edinburgh for a little holiday! A whole week off work - Praise the Lord!

ROLL ON THE LONG WEEKEND!

2005-03-24T09:22:00.000Z

Feeling very tired for lots of reasons! Poor Pete is struggling with a very bad cold and so was up all night coughing, sneezing and blowing his nose! Kept me awake! However, I managed to get up earlier than usual and made breakfast and made myself lunch! (very unusual!)

I am one of those people who has so many idea's but never manage to carry them through! My friend cycled round to my house on Tuesday and that has inspired me to get on my bike, (even though the breaks have never been fixed I have had it 2 years and never ridden it and it's at my parents house!), however I am not sure that this will happen! I also wanted to look into tennis lesson's (our bedroom over looks the courts) but I probably won't! I should do all these things and more, I am just too lazy!

I also looked at our finances last night! Not a pretty sight and not something I should have done 2 weeks before my birthday!

Anyway, hoping Pete will be better soon as we have a busy weekend ahead. Taking 3 kids out for the day tomorrow, good friends coming for the weekend. Nana arriving from Scotland today. Cars need a wash! and dinner on Monday getting to know people better!!

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

THE SUN HAS GOT IT'S HAT ON!

2005-03-19T10:14:00.000Z

Well the sun is shining and guess where I am? At work! The next 2 days will probably be our only taste of sunshine for the next 6 months and I'm shut up at work! Serves me right for brown nosing really!!!

Have had really hectic week and the weekend is no different! And the weekend will end with a sad note, as our usual Sunday night pub quiz will be closing due to pub refurb! The team is very upset! We do have ideas of what to do next, and it will be hard to move on!!
I think it will be a good night! Lets hope we win!

The good thing about the weekend is the opportunity to spend time with good friends tonight over dinner and tomorrow over lunch!! I love all our friends they are a great bunch!

I HATE WORKING LATE!

2005-03-09T17:44:00.000Z

Hello from my lovely desk!!!! Yes I am still at work and the worse thing is it is my own fault! I normally have a part timer who works evenings and Saturdays so that I don't have to! However our Northfields office is struggling to find a part timer and so I lent them Fey! This evening, all the negotiators are out on appointments leaving 1 girl in the office and due to current safety issue we can't really leave her here alone!!! Plus I have a pile of work to do! Hopefully I'll be leaving 7.30 if not i'll be dragging myself away at about 8pm!I don't know, you try and be nice to others and you pay the price!!

Looking forward to going home, putting my poorly knee up and watching some excellent trashy telly (Desperate Housewives!)

My knee is still very sore, it is swollen, bruised and grazed and every time I get up it's stiff!!!

Oh woe is me!

TOOK A TUMBLE!!!!!!!!

2005-03-08T16:20:00.000Z

Not a great day! Very busy at work as the boss is on compassionate leave due to a family bereavement! And then today I went out the back of the office to get some more plain paper and fell down the stairs! Felt very stupid as grown ups don't fall over! I got up and made sure nothing was broken! Felt very wobbly for a bit and now have a lovely bleeding carpet burn on my right knee and a sore arm! It's just one of those weeks!!! (And it's only Tuesday!) Have not blogged for ages, but feel like I have had enough of everything and everybody and just need some time out! Roll on Easter weekend!

NEW CD

2005-02-24T14:32:00.000Z

I have a confession to make!! The most recent album I purchased was the latest creation from those lovely Hanson boys!!! Yes the ones who sang "Um bop!!!" And it is brilliant!

SO MUCH FOR SNOW!!!

2005-02-24T14:21:00.000Z

I am very upset that as usual everywhere else in the country seems to get proper snow but we don't! People keep Lying to me telling me the snow is coming but it's not they are just giving me false hope!

Looking forward to great weekend with our great friends The Wickers! And also my Brother and Becky being around as miss all of them muchly and wish they all lived a bit closer!

VERY DISAPPOINTING!

2005-02-22T09:17:00.000Z

Well the snow came but there is hardly any left this morning! It's not even frozen, didn't even have to scrape the car! It was great to watch the huge flakes falling last night but they have no lasting effect! I think it is now too wet everywhere that if the snow falls again it still won't settle! Very upsetting as waited all day for the snow to come!

Work is megga frantic(Hence very little blogging!), but I am doing my best not too work late as have a life outside of work!

Really looking forward to the weekend, as bezzie mates from Birmingham are coming down to stay with baby Lucy! (She's almost one!). Also my Bro and his lady are coming up from Exeter to stay with Ma and Pa and we are going out for a very good friends birthday on Saturday night!

Pub quiz was OK on Sunday we only came joint third this week!

I made Pete clear up and tidy his office on Saturday! He found the whole experience quite traumatic as I removed piles of paper from the floor and tried to establish some kind of better way of working! Pete just doesn't do admin and it is about all I can do!!! He can't understand why I can't play the piano and I can't understand why he can't do filing!

QUIET YET BUSY!

2005-02-17T10:17:00.000Z

Well here at the office today, things are a little bonkers! There are officially no negotiators as 2 are on days off due to working weekends and the other has just called in sick! The boss man is not a happy soul today as this equals him doing an awful lot of work!

I had drinks with my old boss last night and then bumped into the head of admin from my old job this morning!